Ponderings on Life and CrueltyLife is horribly cruel. I have come to thisconclusion based on the fact that Ican obtain all the things I never want ordesire but the one thing I crave mostof all I can not have and yet I am teasedwith it being so unnervingly close to methat it drives me insane. It consumes mymind, destroys my body and tormentsmy soul. It was gone for a while and Iwrongfully thought life had grown boredof me and that it would leave me wellenough alone. But come back it did andnow it is worse the ever. My heart aches.It aches for relief it will never have. Whyam I tormented so? Why can the worldnot hear my silent cries of pain and anguish?Why must I suffer alone?I only wish I could be content.